Day 2 13/01/2012

Hi All

Today has been a bit up and down for me. It started of not so great as I overslept by three hours due to these pills I am taking at the moment and to make matters worse I missed the job centre sign on. I am currently signing on at the moment as the 8-10 hours a week just about pays a few bills and plus I am looking at better jobs.  So I quickly phoned the job centre and luckily they were very sympathetic and then I got dressed  had my usual strong tea in the morning and headed off to college.

I am currently doing an a-level in Law in local adult community college in addition to my other a-level subjects. To get to the local college from my house I need to walk about a mile and then go to the station and get the train.  But sadly the first train was delayed (I hate trains) so I got on the next. Then finally I got to college 1pm for my class but due to timetables changing I couldn't find the room i was after so I spent ages trying to find the room and finally found the room and I sat through the last hour and half. The class went really well and I am getting into the subject now.  Then after my class, I had a flick through the assignment brief and did it seem tough or what? I am definitely not the happiest of bunnies right now and I definitely need days to get my head around it.

Then I had some lunch, a lovely fruit bar but I don't feel like eating much and besides I am quite full anyway. I don't know why I just get full very up quickly. But for some strange reason my energy levels are better when I eat less kcals. (Weird or what?)

As I had missed the sign on time for the job centre in the morning I had to sign on the late afternoon so I was bit stretched for time and i had to get to another town by train. Finally I got there at last and signed on. I also explained to her that I am doing lots of job hunting which is good and she was very sympathetic. Then I left the job centre and headed off home to eat dinner (I had a small cheese sarnie) watch some tv and use my mac.

Currently I am really getting Hollyoaks, so I watched a few back episodes (on channel four on demand and watched tonight's episode too. Then I used my computer to check my emails, forums and reply to any messages and chase up a few bits and then typed up my blog and headed off to bed.
Good night lovely blog friends. :)

Exercise

I did a lot of walking today which I am very proud off so tomorrow I am having a days rest and I hope done anything to do my knee and back. So far it's been good.

Day 1 12/03/2012

Hi

Todays has been really good, I had to follow up a few problems with my mobile and finally it's now working. I still have limited signal and I still have about £5 to use before I change over to Orange. But it's possible just gotta make a few phone calls and hopefully tomorrow when my my number changes over I will get better signal. At least now my numbers are all stored together so I won't loose them and I have gained few numbers too.

Then I spent the rest of the morning on my forums chatting to a few people, I feel like I spill my entire guts on how I am really feeling without panicing or worrying the hell out of family. Then I dropped a big bomb shell, whilst on forums talking to few people i noticed a lot of  people were talking about Seratline and it's affects so I googled it as I currently take it myself, then it occured to me that I have been gaining weight for no apparent reason it could be the pills I am taking. So investigated and weight gain was true according to a lot websites. As I am quite weight concious I get very angry with myself if I eat more than certain amount of calories in a day. I am always weighing myself at home in the bathroom.   At least now I know I am not overeating or not exercising regularly.

Then I did some studying which was awesome I am really getting into my subjects at the moment and then did some housechores. I am really not keen on doing some house work chores though I tend to leave dirty jobs to the boys.

Food wise I am doing better I am not eating rubbish and wondering why my energy is so low and I have been feeling very on/off with regards to feeling low. I did have a little sad moment today when I realised what my life had become but I'm gonna tell my self in future to stop thinking of the past an start thinking of the future. But I found listening to a mixture of upbeat and low beat sounds really helps to get me focused.

Then for the rest of the evening I spent time on my laptop, I had a few emails and forum posts to make. did some research ready for an assignment that's due soon and watched embarrassing bodies and then went back to my computer sent a few emails, checked facebook and updated my blog. Now I am heading off to bed to get a well deserved rest.

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