Hi
Todays has been really good, I had to follow up a few problems with my mobile and finally it's now working. I still have limited signal and I still have about £5 to use before I change over to Orange. But it's possible just gotta make a few phone calls and hopefully tomorrow when my my number changes over I will get better signal. At least now my numbers are all stored together so I won't loose them and I have gained few numbers too.
Then I spent the rest of the morning on my forums chatting to a few people, I feel like I spill my entire guts on how I am really feeling without panicing or worrying the hell out of family. Then I dropped a big bomb shell, whilst on forums talking to few people i noticed a lot of people were talking about Seratline and it's affects so I googled it as I currently take it myself, then it occured to me that I have been gaining weight for no apparent reason it could be the pills I am taking. So investigated and weight gain was true according to a lot websites. As I am quite weight concious I get very angry with myself if I eat more than certain amount of calories in a day. I am always weighing myself at home in the bathroom. At least now I know I am not overeating or not exercising regularly.
Then I did some studying which was awesome I am really getting into my subjects at the moment and then did some housechores. I am really not keen on doing some house work chores though I tend to leave dirty jobs to the boys.
Food wise I am doing better I am not eating rubbish and wondering why my energy is so low and I have been feeling very on/off with regards to feeling low. I did have a little sad moment today when I realised what my life had become but I'm gonna tell my self in future to stop thinking of the past an start thinking of the future. But I found listening to a mixture of upbeat and low beat sounds really helps to get me focused.
Then for the rest of the evening I spent time on my laptop, I had a few emails and forum posts to make. did some research ready for an assignment that's due soon and watched embarrassing bodies and then went back to my computer sent a few emails, checked facebook and updated my blog. Now I am heading off to bed to get a well deserved rest.
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